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Even if he had an affair with Mo Beibei, and concealed it from me, even if he knew about the drastic changes in my family and listened to his family's words to break up with me, I have never held any resentment.
Then, I saw her
The hand that I struggled to lift ultimately fell weakly, my throbbing head was blank, my vision darkened, and I fainted.
I am not dead, why are you in such a hurry to mourn! Quickly wipe your tears, it's disgusting to have them fall on me! I poked Li Wei's hand and rolled my eyes in annoyance.
Indeed, due to the obstruction of Leng Yuting, I missed the assembly time for military training
But what does that matter
Do you even realize the extent of your injuries? Your brain nerves may very well have sequelae due to the severe impact. What are you laughing at? What is so funny? You fool, you have truly become a fool now
He has escaped; such a clean boy is not suited to stay here
I do not know how long I lay alone in the mud that day. Leng Yuting had long since left with that group of people, and I was lying on the ground by myself, lacking even the strength to moan. My face was drenched, and I could not tell whether it was rainwater, mud, or tears flowing from the corners of my eyes
After lying in the hospital, I developed an extra layer of flesh around my abdomen. After being discharged, I completely severed ties with Lin Feng
Is two kilometers correct? Is it enough just to finish running? Instructor, please don't scold me, it's hot, save some breath! I'll just run!
Sweat poured down like rain, I wanted to wipe it away, but the more I wiped, the more there was. My fingertips glided past the corners of my eyes, equally damp.
It is not that I am being pretentious or forcing myself, but rather that this 3,000 meters is not particularly difficult for me to endure. During high school, I was quite good at sports, and during the sports meet, I was often pushed to participate in the 1,500-meter race, which I could finish easily. The 3,000 meters is merely double the 1,500 meters. The instructor only required me to complete the distance without a time limit; I could run slowly, and moreover, my "monthly visitor" does not allow me to run too fast.
That is! I understand everything, so don't worry. I'm not my mother; I'm not as crazy as she is to sacrifice everything for a man
How far have I run? One thousand meters? Two thousand meters? Or is it almost three thousand meters? I can no longer remember, I only know that I keep running around the red track.
It would be better if my mind were broken, and even better if I were hit and lost my memory! Li Wei, I have given up, truly given up. I have liked you for three years, and this time I am genuinely certain that I have fallen for a scumbag! You see, I am not much smarter than my mother. The man she loved for eighteen years said he didn't want her anymore, and she just let him go, turning herself into someone unrecognizable. I used to think she was foolish; Ai Sheng betrayed her for such a long time, and she was completely unaware. You see, I am not much smarter than my mother. The man she loved for eighteen years said he didn't want her anymore, and she just let him go, turning herself into someone unrecognizable. I used to think she was foolish; Ai Sheng betrayed her for such a long time, and she was completely unaware. Now that I think about it, wasn't I only able to see through it all because I ended up like this? I was originally hesitant, but now I can truly harden my heart.
Indeed! Instructor, please spare her! It's so hot, running two thousand meters could lead to heatstroke!
Instructor, she did not do it on purpose, please do not punish her, she is on her period and cannot engage in strenuous exercise
Do not think that staying in the restroom allows you to slack off. I have always been most intolerant of those who try to be clever in such petty ways! Have you rested enough? If so, run 2,000 meters around the playground and then come back. Let’s see who dares to slack off again!
No one intended to compete with the books; I, Ai Ye, am not so petty. Having been betrayed, I would not waste my time being jealous of others.
I have never harbored such resentment towards Lin Feng as I did at that moment
How long has it been since I last sweated so freely; how long has it been since I ran forward with such determination as I do now
What is the situation with this beating in the alley? Just because Mo Beibei fell, Lin Feng had his cousin bring a large group of people to beat me? Punches and kicks, insults hurled at me, am I, Ai Ye, really so unworthy of being cherished in his heart?
The ruthlessness in Leng Yuting's eyes made me unable to help but scream in fear, it turns out, I can also feel fear
Ai Ye, do not smile like that! It makes me feel uncomfortable. Regardless, life must go on.
I thought this was quite good, I no longer care about the past at all, I want to live anew, I will reshuffle love, family ties, and friendships
Life is a formal performance, and there is only one opportunity; once it is given up, it is lost forever
I do not know how much time has passed when someone walked by and saw me, covered in filth in the alley. I struggled to reach out to him, wanting to call for help, but my throat was so dry that I could not make a sound. Then, I saw that person hurriedly leave; he was a handsome young man, and his outline was very blurred in my hazy vision, but I could faintly catch the crisp scent emanating from him.
As soon as I woke up, Li Wei cried and rushed to my bedside, grabbing my arm and crying out in despair: "Ai Ye! Are you stupid? Why didn't you call for help when you were being beaten? I found out that it was Lin Feng's cousin who brought people to do this to you. Is that true? How could that bastard Lin Feng treat you like this! On what grounds did he beat you like this? It was him who betrayed you, what right does he have?"
Li Wei stared blankly at me, who was laughing, froze for a moment, her eyes reddening even more, tears streaming down uncontrollably.
However, standing in front of a group of new students, being sternly reprimanded by the instructor, I surprisingly did not feel embarrassed at all
On the vast playground, with the red track, I am the only one running, drenched in sweat
Cai Miao and the others stood by anxiously, presumably planning to come to my aid when I could no longer run, but they were all too frightened to step forward after being scolded by the instructor
In the dimly lit alley, amidst the pouring rain, I, dressed in my school uniform, found myself cornered by a group of people in the muddy passageway. Countless fists rained down upon me as I writhed in pain under the blows of a group of unruly boys and girls.
Because he has me in his heart yet flirts with others, and after being with someone else, he remains irresponsible, it caused Mo Beibei, who traveled a long distance to follow him to this university, to leave him... Lin Feng, he is still a scoundrel
I was awakened by Li Wei's cries and scoldings. When I came to, I was lying on a hospital bed, wrapped in bandages, my head felt heavy. When I touched it, I found it was also bandaged, with dried blood clots sticking to it.
The lunch break during the new students' military training is only fifty minutes, which also includes the time spent queuing for meals in the cafeteria and returning to the dormitory. The morning's military training has already left everyone quite exhausted. Seeing Cai Miao and An Jia looking worriedly at me, completely worn out, I couldn't bear it. I waved to them and put on a relaxed demeanor, signaling for them to go ahead.
Cai Miao and the others eventually left, and the instructor no longer kept a close watch on me. After standing for a while, he turned to chat casually with a colleague who was tidying up the flags.
That day, Mo Beibei slapped me at the KTV and told me about her affair with Lin Feng. My head was spinning, and I was pulled away by Li Wei. It was she who rushed out and continued to entangle us at the door, it was she who held onto my hand and insisted that I promise to leave Lin Feng, and it was she who lost her balance and was pushed out by Li Wei, falling to the ground.
Ai Ye! Do not act impulsively! Ai Ye!
The instructor seems to be keeping me occupied, not in a hurry to eat, standing by to supervise my running
My head is heavy and foggy; I cannot quite understand what the instructor is scolding about, nor what the new students are laughing at or saying
The cousin I had only seen in Lin Feng's family album approached me so vividly, her face contorted with rage. She squatted beside me, gripping my hair with her icy hand, and shouted fiercely: "Ai Ye, how shameless can you be? Xiao Feng doesn't want you anymore, why are you still entangled with him? Lin Feng asked me to tell you, if you dare to touch Mo Beibei again, he will make you regret ever knowing him! Don't think we don't know, your family has gone bankrupt, and you want to cling to the Lin family for a better life, you are truly dreaming! You are supposed to be very smart, how come you are so confused now? With your current state, what right do you have to compete with Beibei? Do you want me to help you wake up a bit?"
After that incident, I solemnly categorized the boy who had warmed me for three years and whose smile was as gentle as a spring breeze into the "scum" category
I could no longer hold back, and amidst Li Wei's incessant curses, I finally laughed to the point of tears
At noon, after a few groups on the playground had completed a lap of running, they all dispersed, leaving me alone, drenched in sweat, circling the rubber track.
I just truly do not understand how the boy who has always treated me gently could suddenly become so indifferent one day
Every time I think of the good times with that person, I poke at my damaged brain and scold myself for being foolish. Over time, I don't know if it's because my brain has suffered a severe blow, but my memories have gradually faded, and the past has become increasingly blurred and indistinct
Even if Lin Feng did not send someone to attack me, it was all due to Leng Yuting's unilateral decision. Even if he still has feelings for me, and even if he does not want Mo Beibei and is determined to wait for me, even if he remains the same as before and is not the scoundrel I imagined, what difference does it make? What difference does it make?
... ...
My head was forcefully slammed against the wall, again and again, with violent impacts. I thought Lin Feng must really love Mo Beibei, otherwise he wouldn't allow Leng Yuting to be so harsh with me
I am so dirty, with so much blood on me, that I scared him away
However, when I encountered Leng Yuting again and heard those words, I realized that I had never forgotten that past
Behind me, I could hear Cai Miao and the others pleading for me, but with a stern shout from the instructor, everyone immediately fell silent
The scene before me intertwines, and memories surge like a tide.
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What are you arguing about! If you keep arguing, you will run away with her! Add another 1,000 meters, 3,000! Are you still arguing? I wonder if you dare to argue anymore
The memories that I once tore into pieces and discarded are now swirling in my mind, and the nerves in my injured brain are beginning to ache faintly again
Li Wei only pushed her away to take me with her, and neither of us intended to cause her to fall. It was still Li Wei and I who took her to the hospital, and we only left after hearing the doctor say that she was fine